Just as I Remembered

Okay, let me start off by saying I totally overthought things. Yes, I've changed and so has he but we still click just like we did before he left. Of course we are learning each other and getting use to having one another always around but its not like I was worrying about. He did …

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Final 24

I can hardly believe its here. Going through these last 7 months, it felt like this day would never arrive. This journey felt endless. I have cried so many tears and spent too many nights alone. There have been so many days that I did not think I would make it and so many situations …

Just So Done

I cried tonight for the first time in months. And it just hit me out of nowhere. Usually I feel it coming or know theres something I need to get out but this cry was different. Its been boiling up for weeks and weeks. Usually I cry from frustration, anger or sadness of missing him. …

Homeowners NO MORE!!!

I'm a few weeks late on this but... WE SOLD THE HOUSE!!! Awww man, what a weight off my shoulders. The process was a lot tougher emotionally than I expected. Saying goodbye to the house was extremely tough. The day that we moved out was when it truly began to sink in that we were …

Processing Mixed Emotions

We close on the house in 8 days and its hitting me kind of hard. Much harder than I expected actually. I was expecting it to be tough. It was our first home and I love all the memories we've made in it. What I did not expect were the added emotions of having to …

Just Got The Phone Call!!!

I can not make this up. I just posted my pervious post were I talked about getting that phone call saying they are graduating. Well I wasn't expecting it until next weekend... but I just got it. He just called!!!! And Im a totally mess. I can't stop crying. Every time I think about he …

10 Days to go

I can hardly believe we're down to just 10 days. The only problem is time feels like its going slower than ever! Im so ready to see him and wrap my arms around him. I've had my outfits for family day and graduation picked out for weeks now. I searched the web forever looking for the …

9 Weeks Down, 2 Weeks to go

16 days to be exact. Plane tickets are bought. Rental car is reserved. Hotel us booked. Just counting down the days now. I wrote my last letter today. The commanders letter asked family to stop writing 2 weeks before graduation. I can hardly believe we're that close to graduation. It really is true what they say …

7 Weeks Down, 3 To Go

7 WEEKS?!?! How has it been that long?!? Sometimes it feels like in been an eternity and other times it feels like he was just here yesterday. I've been getting about one letter a week and man, are those the best days. I live to see a letter with his handwriting waiting in the mail …

Ups and Downs

So big things have been happening. Most exciting thing first, I got my first letter!!! Awww man, I was so happy to see it sitting there waiting for me in the mailbox. Just seeing his hand writing made me tear up. I was expecting a very short and sweet letter but I was pleasantly surprised. …