Finding My Fire

"What Do You Want To Do?" That is a question that I have struggled with in recent years. I always thought "I may not know now, but I will know when I am grown." Well, here I am 25 and still not sure what I want to be or do. I feel its time to …

Don’t Bite Off More Than You Can Chew

Or in my case, don't buy something you can't carry up the stairs 😂 #LessonLearned We have been trying out mattresses, the ones that get delivered to your door and you can try out for a few months then either keep or return. We have tried Cocoon, Helix and Purple. His favorite is the Cocoon and …

Sending All My Love

First care package has been sent! It should get to him just in time for Valentine's Day (hopefully). And with his birthday being so close to Valentine's Day, the second package is not far behind the first. They were both fun and stressful to make. Fun because I love going all out, decorating the inside, …

Not As Far Away As It Seems

Its easy to sometimes feel like you are alone while going through this journey. After all, you do so many things alone. Things that you would do with your spouse if they were able to be with you but they aren't. You get stretched in ways you never imagined and responsibilities that were once your …

Surrendering to the Chaos

No, I am not giving up. But more of just embracing the crazy, unexpected and unpredictable. I love control and I love having everything planned out and scheduled but for so many reasons, that simply just will not work for the season of live that I am in right now. The tighter I hold on …