And not the fun kind. He’s been gone for four + weeks now. You would think I would be able to sleep through the night by now. Some nights I can, some I even almost sleep well but most nights are like tonight. I am so tired and want to be asleep so badly. Every time I close my eyes though, I heard a creek in the house or the air conditioner turns on or my neighbor closes their car door and a jolt awake.
It does not help that since we have the house on the market, there are people in and out of the house all day. Because of that, I am not able to keep on the alarm system which when I did gave me a huge piece of mind. Now every time I come home, I walk the whole house with a gun to make sure that no one is here. Hears to another sleepless night.